philosophy..ha ha ha

Wallowed in darker moods,
despised men and all the women.
disgusted,sometime I fraternized,
to get me fallacious proven.

Now,I fear to plumb my words,
I shiver to fathom religions,
they laugh at it calling philosophy,
I fear to knock their doors.

I smoked ."no smoking"

When the nights got stormy,
dictionary over my table wobbled,
I peeped through it ,
for appropriate words..
alas ,have not got them yet.

I stumbled over text and pages,
pondered of joy and rages,
the fags and smoke are left,
my thirst is yet to quench..